February 2012
1 post
Get it together, make it sooner than later
Just because I don’t respond doesn’t mean I don’t miss you. I still think about you everyday. Just because I ignore doesn’t mean I hate you. No matter how much I should, I don’t. It is what it is. It’s over and done with. When I’m just not feeling the day, sometimes I wanna hit you up just to say hi. No matter how much I want to text you or call you just...
January 2012
24 posts
I hate that time before you go to sleep at night...
December 2011
3 posts
This would happen to me -___-
But maybe it’s a good thing? I’m not really sure. I guess I shouldn’t be too surprised, karma’s definitely a bitch. But I’ll be good. Just gotta be strong. I kept my distance &for good reason. Glad I never get too excited about anything. I’m always gonna be supportive of whatever makes people happy, but I’m also not trying to sit around and watch from...
Lately, I’m just so lazy ¬ in the mood to talk. I don’t have anything to say because I haven’t done anything worth talking about. And because of it, it seems that people are jumping down my throat about it. It’s 100% NOT personal. Plus, I have things on my mind that I don’t feel like talking to anybody about. But I don’t like feeling like I’m the...
November 2011
1 post
Random Thought,
But I don’t think I could love or care about anyone as much as I do my family. They’ve had my back since day 1, through good &bad. I can trust them with my life &depend on them to pick me up when things get rough. I know that no matter what I decide, drama or not, they won’t turn their back. They will always support me in anything I do. Rain or shine, rich or poor, I know...
October 2011
0 posts
Forgive, but don't forget.
I don’t know whether I’m more scared of him or of what everyone will say if I try to resolve things with him. However, I want to resolve things. I don’t want to be together or even be your best friend. I just want to be okay. I don’t want to fight or argue, I just want to be on good terms. Not for him, but for myself. After all the drama and bullshit, I should have a lot of...
August 2011
3 posts
Keep it a hunnit'
I swear I don’t understand why people feel the need to lie. I’ve heard so many stories & it’s funny how much it gets switched up by the time it’s reached my ears. Everything’s always getting twisted into something different, it’s become so fabricated or it’s been made into something bigger or smaller than what it is. The people who are really there for...
Sinking in, a month later.
I will never believe that you had the ability to do what you did. No matter what you’ve done to me, no matter what I could use against you, I would NOT resort to that. Trust when I say, I have had so many chances &so many things to use against you. However, I couldn’t bring myself to do something like that. I knew you trusted me more and knew me better than that. I know I hurt you,...
July 2011
2 posts
Dust yourself off and try again.
I can honestly say, last night was perfect. A little strange, but I couldn’t have asked for anything better. I haven’t been this happy in a long time. I love where I’m at. All I’m waiting for is to take those few extra steps and I will feel unstoppable. I know there’s people out there who don’t like me and want to see me fall. However, I didn’t and I...
Did me wrong, but made me strong
I’ve been through a lot, in the past year. And I do mean A LOT! And it took me awhile to figure out what I needed to do to get myself where I wanted to be. Things were taken too far and definitely blown out of proportion. I may not be happy with how things ended up, but I think I’ve finally found what I was looking for. And I’ve come to realize that all the people I wanted in my...
June 2011
193 posts
Hi! Welcome to Polo :)
Ugh frustrating lately. I’m not sure why. Just everything is right now. The only time I’m really happy and excited is when I’m working at US Polo. I love it there. It’s my only way out from everyone and everything that I can’t handle. I love my co-workers there; it’s so chill and I get money out of being there. But it’s sad to say I enjoy being at that job...
